Dugaan Cinta
Wow... I chose to close the previous book and started a new book with hope that it would be a different story. At first it all went well. But not until the day he got busted. It's a "same ol' same ol'" shit. Why is it so hard to find a loyal, faithful & trustworthy people nowadays? Bila kita pilih untuk tidak bercinta, orang kata jangan membujang lama2.. tak elok.. Tapi bila kita dah buka kan hati untuk mula bercinta balik, tanpa henti hati ni disakiti & dianiaya. Memang betul tak ada benda yg senang dalam dunia ni. But we can always simplify things, rite?
Yanie selalu berpegang pada pesan orang-orang tua, "Biar orang buat kita, jangan kita buat orang." Tapi kalau kita buat dia balik just to put them in our shoe boleh tak? Boleh kann? Haihh... Tak mo, Yanie.. Tak mo tak mo tak mo...
How am I feeling? EXTREME FRUSTRATION!
I'm a good enough person to forgive you, but not stupid enough to trust you!
Seriously, I miss the times when I was single. No broken promises and nobody gets hurt...
bagaimana harus ku menyatakan kebenaran
punca persengketaan kita tentang dia
n
telah banyak cerita yang membuat ku derita
dan aku rasa terpedaya
kau masih lagi bersamanya
v:bukan dia wanita kucinta
n:ku tak percaya
v:hanya kau yang bertakhta di jiwa
n:padamu lagi
v
tak mungkin daku mengkhianati
percayalah kekasih
v & n
mengapakah hebatnya dugaan cinta ini
sekian lama menyemai kasih bersama
kerna rasa sayang kita saling cemburu
ku turut terluka
masih ada ruang untuk kembali bersama
v
mana bisa hidup ini berdusta kesangsian
mengganggu cinta perasaan gagal aku melakonkan
n
mungkinkah kita di penghujung jalan
oh katakan
v
jangan sayang
n
mampu doaku meneruskan
mengubat rasa kepiluan
n:dia wanita pernah kau puja
v:itu kisah lama
n:kini kembali menagih cinta
v:takkan ulangi
n:kau masih lagi menemuinya
v&n
lupakanlah segala galanya
c/o
New Book, New Story: Your Love
Penghujung tahun 2010, Yanie telah tamatkan sebuah cerita yang tidak akan Yanie lupakan sampai bila-bila. It'll be the thickest book I've ever wrote. I was hoping to start a new book in 2011 tapi punya lah susah nak mulakan. Probably coz I was afraid and wasn't ready. But then I met an amazing person, really amazing. Dia bukan artis (seperti yg dijangka oleh ramai pihak), he's just a normal person, but he's just too amazing. I was not into him at all at first, but his efforts that caught my eyes. He keeps on coming no matter how hard I've pushed him away. Those who know me, I guess you guys know how hard I am, rite? But this fella just wouldn't stop and give up.
But now, I'm proud to tell the world that I'm the luckiest person on earth to have such a beautiful & amazing person as the love of my life. He held me up so high and treats me like a princess! Weee.... Perempuan mana yang tak bahagia kalau dilayan macam tu kan? Hehe.. I know I've been in and out of relationship for so many times but I never felt something like this before.
Yaya, if you're reading this, I just wanna let you know that I'm thankful to be with someone like you and your love is the greatest gift of all.
It's not the ring, I wear around my finger
There's nothing in all the world i need
When I have you here beside me,
Here beside me
[Chorus]
So you could give me wings to fly
And catch me if I fall
So I could wish on them all
But I couldnt as for more
Cuz your love is the greatest gift of all
In your arms, I found a strength inside me
And in your eyes there's a light to guide me
I would be lost with out you
And all that my heart could ever want
Has come true
So you could give me wings to fly
And catch me if I fall
Or pull the stars down from the sky
So I could wish on them all
But I couldnt as for more
cuz your love is the greatest gift of all
You could offer me the sun, the moon
And I would still believe
When you gave your heart to me
So you could give me wings to fly
And catch me if I fall
Or pull the stars down from the sky
So I could wish on them all
But I couldnt as for more
Cuz your love is the greatest gift of all
Year End Holidays!!
Weehoooo!!! Aaaahhh... Feel sooooo good to be on leave for a week! After all the hectic days, a week is good enough to get on with the de-stress sessions.. Yihaaa!!
Sorry, folks. "Do Not Disturb" mode is ON!!
Funny Things
To those losers, I got some nice words for ya!:
"You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me.."
AND
"Try to control me boy you get dismissed"
Hehe... Enjoy Mr. Know It All from Kelly Clarkson! ;)
Sekali Cinta.. Aku Tetap Cinta
Berjuta cerita terukir dalam
perasaanku tak terhapuskan
tetes embun membasahi mata hatiku
Mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing
cinta yang t’lah rapuh
tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan
Dan t’lah kuberikan seluruh hatiku
Tapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan cintaku
Apa salah dan kurangku padamu
Kini terlambat sudah untuk dipersalahkan
Kar’na sekali cinta, aku tetap cinta
cinta yang t’lah rapuh
tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan
Dan t’lah kuberikan seluruh hatiku
Tapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan..
Kar’na sekali cinta, aku tetap cinta
I Will Be Rising From The Ground
Like I’m made of paper.. Ohh.. Go on and try to tear me down.. I will be rising from the ground.. Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper!
Nothing More...
I made that decision to talk to you once again coz I was concern about you. Ramai sangat orang bercakap bad things about you in the industry. I still remember that you once said that I was your soul, without me you wont be able to make it through the days. And now, I've made that very 1st move to go and talk to you. Not just once, I made the 1st move each time we met. A million thanx to you sbb sudi keluar dgn gua, sudi temankan gua gi makan, sudi berbual dgn gua, sudi reply msg gua, sudi call gua balik..
But... Just to let you know, I'm doing all this is for the sake of making sure you're alright and it has got nothing to do with any intention of me coming back to you.
Just friends.. Nothing more...
Coz I'm not ready to get into any relationship at this moment..
Nothing more...
