..:: Ayang ::..

You know, the best part of my days was the part when I get to see his face and he'll embrace me with full of love and care. He'll ask me how's my day, how's work and so on. Not even a day I missed out a story to fill him up. Each time he caressed me on my forehead, he calms me down. By doing that brings out the child in me, too. He said it was the cutest part that he likes to see and that's why he just LOOOOOVE doin that. Today I didn't get to see him after work. He said he'll be late, he got errands to run.

Hmmm.... Bored... Alone... Missing him...
That's exactly how I feel right now. How I wish he could just be with me all the time. Aite... I know... Kena tunggu sampai it's "official".. Haha!... Anyway, this song reminds me of US and it soothes me during my pressuring working hours.... ;)



THERAPY - India Arie


Oh, oh oh, oh oh
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, hey
Oh, oh oh
Yeah yeah, yeah

(I, I, I) I need your therapy
(I, I, I) I need you to come and lay hands on me
(I, I, I) I need your therapy (therapy, therapy)

He lays me on the couch and says
"How has your day been?
Tell me your problems
I'll help you solve them

Come on let's talk about it"
He sits next to me and smiles
Listens to all of my words
Relaxes all of my nerves

Like breathe in (breathe in)
Let it go
Take deep breaths, now
Real slow, calm down

Close my eyes (so slow)
Ease my mind (take control)
Follow my body please
Work your psychology

You've taken good care of me
Always been there for me
Boy I can't bear to leave
Cuz I need your therapy

You've given me everything
So much I ever could need
Without you I'm weak in the knees
I need your therapy

(I, I, I) I need your therapy
(I, I, I) I need you to come and lay hands on me
(I, I, I) I need your therapy (therapy, therapy)

He puts his hand on my lower back,
His face in my neck and,
Says something to make me laugh
Makes me forget I was mad

His touch feels so right
It's like he's reading my mind, yeah
I need him all the time

When it feels like I'm losing power
When I feel like a wilted flower
The way you touch me says I'm better for you
It heals me just to hear you say (I love you)


INDIA ARIE - THERAPY

Sometimes, when you tried to do any tasks given at your best, people just come around smashing you like nobody's business. Wreck you up with unconditional words and unreasonable reasons.

Sometimes, when you think you could trust her/him, he/she was the one who actually stabbed you with the sharpest tool you would've ever imagine. With no sympathy, they just leave you bled out alone.

Sometimes, when you feel like crying over the shits that has happened, unfortunately you're not in the right place and at the wrong time. Nobody's there to soothes you down. And again, you're all alone to ease yourself down, trying hard not to shed a tear.

Sometimes, you'll feel like running... You wish you could run a thousand miles away from the mess, from those who seems to envy every single thing you have. Have a walk on a peaceful sunny beach... Take a ride on a quiet lake... [sigh]

Sometimes, you just don't understand why, even if you've tried to please everyone, people just seem too cruel to bring you down. To be honest, it hurts.

But at ALL TIMES, I have my beloved Ayah to guide me through. It was never embarrassing to talk just about anything to him, and he helped me out quite well through out my awful days. Plus, I'm lucky to have such a caring & loving fiancee by my side. Even if I've failed, he never fails to put me at ease. Say nice things to me, caress me in the most soothing way you would've ever imagine, stock me up with a bunch of chocolate just to see me laugh, drive me around the city, take me to my favourite place, get me my favourite DVD... Hehe..

They are the best I got....

Thanx, Ayah...... ;)

Thanx, Ayang.... ;)