..:: The Queen of Fairies ::..: 2011

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Year End Holidays!!

Weehoooo!!! Aaaahhh... Feel sooooo good to be on leave for a week! After all the hectic days, a week is good enough to get on with the de-stress sessions.. Yihaaa!!

Sorry, folks. "Do Not Disturb" mode is ON!!

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Funny Things

Funny things happened to me lately. Yea, some may read my status on my FB about the "kisah hati" thingy & all those F word stuff, it was meant for some guys who think they could simply play a fool outta me and I proved them wrong. Result? Frustration laa... They didn't get the result as they thought it should be. Please don't apply the same method you applied to the other girls who you've tried to pancing k. I'm not an amateur and please think before you ACT. And please be sure of what you want & need in life coz I don't wanna be with a bunch of losers who doesn't even know of their purpose for being on earth.

To those losers, I got some nice words for ya!:

"You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me.."

AND

"Try to control me boy you get dismissed"

Hehe... Enjoy Mr. Know It All from Kelly Clarkson! ;)

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Sekali Cinta.. Aku Tetap Cinta

Hmmm...

I fell for someone...

But I never tell him...

We started as just being friends...

And then it grows...

But then, both of us started to distant...

Probably because of the insecurity..

We had our chance to prove our sincerity...

But no chance for us to be together...

We felt the depth of our feelings...

But it is forbidden...

And so we moved on...

Try to love someone else?

Hell yeah, we've tried...

Coincidentally, we're back to as what we were;

S.I.N.G.L.E

I'm not sure if he felt the same as I did...

But I hope he is...

I'll treasure our good times...

Especially when he showed his love to me;

When he embraced me,

When he caressed me,

When he held me close,

When he cares,

When he said he misses me badly,

When he enlightened me with surprises,

When he made me laugh & smile...

Yeah, he was there when I need him the most;

The times when I was left alone...

But, things has been said & done...

Probably, he's just not for me;

Not now, not here, not in this world...

Deep in my heart,

there's always a space for him...

And as for now,

We'll do what we're supposed to do;

Move on...

TERLANJUR CINTA

-Rossa & Pasha-

Waktu bergulir lambat

merantai langkah perjalanan kita
Berjuta cerita terukir dalam

menjadi sebuah dilema

Mengertikah engkau
perasaanku tak terhapuskan

Malam menangis
tetes embun membasahi mata hatiku
Mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing
cinta yang t’lah rapuh

Apa yang ku genggam
tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan

Aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu
Dan t’lah kuberikan seluruh hatiku
Tapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan cintaku

Aku pun tak mengerti yang terjadi
Apa salah dan kurangku padamu
Kini terlambat sudah untuk dipersalahkan
Kar’na sekali cinta, aku tetap cinta

Mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing
cinta yang t’lah rapuh

Apa yang ku genggam
tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan

Aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu
Dan t’lah kuberikan seluruh hatiku
Tapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan..

Kau pertanyakan cintaku...

Kini terlambat sudah untuk dipersalahkan
Kar’na sekali cinta, aku tetap cinta

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I Will Be Rising From The Ground

Skies are crying, I am watching.. Catching teardrops in my hands.. Only silence, as it’s ending, like we never had a chance.. Do you have to make me feel like there’s nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have.. You can break everything I am.. Like I’m made of glass.. Like I’m made of paper! Go on and try to tear me down.. I will be rising from the ground.. Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper!

As the smoke clears.. I awaken and untangle you from me.. Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed.. All my windows still are broken but I’m standing on my feet

Go run run run..... I’m gonna stay right here.. Watch you disappear yeah oohh...

Go run run run...... Yeah it’s a long way down.. But I’m closer to the clouds up here..

You can take everything I have.. You can break everything I am.. Like I’m made of glass
Like I’m made of paper.. Ohh.. Go on and try to tear me down.. I will be rising from the ground.. Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper!

SKYSCRAPER

-Demi Lovato-

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Nothing More...

I made that decision to talk to you once again coz I was concern about you. Ramai sangat orang bercakap bad things about you in the industry. I still remember that you once said that I was your soul, without me you wont be able to make it through the days. And now, I've made that very 1st move to go and talk to you. Not just once, I made the 1st move each time we met. A million thanx to you sbb sudi keluar dgn gua, sudi temankan gua gi makan, sudi berbual dgn gua, sudi reply msg gua, sudi call gua balik..

But... Just to let you know, I'm doing all this is for the sake of making sure you're alright and it has got nothing to do with any intention of me coming back to you.

Just friends.. Nothing more...
Coz I'm not ready to get into any relationship at this moment..

Nothing more...

I'm better off alone...

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I Don't Wanna Lie To You

Not now...

I'm sorry..
I don't wanna lie to you...
I hope you'll understand...

I do like you..
I did love you..
And I was sincere in everything I've said or did..

SECRETS

(One Republic)

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess

'Til all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll light those ears
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Send it straight to gold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll light those ears
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family, I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'ma tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll light those ears
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll light those ears
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

All my secrets away,
All my secrets away..

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S.T.O.P!

STOP! Wait a minute....
Stop and think, Yanie...
You really wanna do this? Are you ready for all this?
Are you sure you're ready for a new commitment?
Are you sure this is EXACTLY what you W.A.N.T???

Think again, Yanie...
If you don't wanna break his heart, then don't lie....
Talk to yourself...
And please figure out the answer as quick as possible!

Please please PleasE pLeAsE P.L.E.A.S.E be sure on this one..................

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Good Day!

Had a great start this morning.. Smile on my face, awesome feelings, great songs, good traffic, only bad weather in putrajaya... Guess i felt the changes... The change when you are L.O.V.E.D.. ;)