Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window

Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me

Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray
I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes ?til I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean

Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away
And breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes 'til I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging 'round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

(Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson)



In this second part, I wanna talk about the surroundings in Taiping, Perak... It's a normal town like any other towns in Malaysia states. Guess how we find entertaiment in that area??? Huh! Tell me about it! Hehe... But we still manage to entertain ourselves somehow or rather...

Towards the end of the whole week we're there, we went to Bukit Larut or also known as Maxwell Hill. The scenery was AWESOME! The girls went crazy taking pics while we are at the top.. But poor Hirsha Erna couldn't really move around pretty much coz her feet is killing her... Dorg shoot vid clip Pak Yahya Sulong with his maid la konon nye kann, dgn lagu "Jangan Pisahkan"... Aduiyaii... nak terkeluar jantung tgk aksi Pak Yah n the girl singing together on that hill. OMG!! One of the excitement masa kat Bukit Larut is the experience of going up and down the hill.. kitorg suma naik Land Rover, girls in one car and guys in a separate vehicle. MACAM ROLLERCOASTER SIAK!!! Mabuk seyy!... 92 corner MAUTs!... sampai kat destinasi jer suma turun muka da mcm sambal belacan.. Ahahahahaha!!! all the way up and down kitorg menjerit-jerit siakk! mana tak nyer, yg ddk belakang suma tumbling apart mcm nangka busok!.. ahahahaha..... bila turun the hill, kitorg yg girls siap nyanyi2 lagu rock kapak sbg penghibur jiwa yg tgh "mabuk" melayan 92 corners tuh... siap buat roadblock tuh sbb nk berhenti amik gambar kat air terjun... when the guys' vehicle came, dorg keycoh tahap gaban coz we are in their way.. hehe... oopss! sori!! hehehe... wow! what a day in Bukit Larut... hehe... ;)

the best part of moving around Taiping is konvoi ramai2... yg best nye masa pegi ke Taiping, cuma 3 kenderaan sahaja.. but in taiping, we reached the maximum numbers of 9 cars konvoi sama!.. mana yang salah jalan laa... mana yg nak isi minyak laa... mana yg nak singgah TESCO laa! hak hak hak... it's fun.. tapi dalam suka-suka tu pun ada jugak yg berduka... ala, itu biasa la ek? buat derk suarr... nak citer psl kisah duka pon buang karen jerw...

We went to this karaoke place to have fun after a looooooooonng tiring shooting day.. everybody went, including Pak Yahya! ahaha.... The best part is Abg Joey (Ada Exists) jamm nyanyi lagu Sempurna - Andra and Ku Tak Bisa - Slank.. pergh!! nak nanges siakk dgr suara dia!... merdu nyerw.... i took the 2nd vocal... mmg heaven gilerw masa tu... tiba2 plak terkenang kan org tersayang kat KL... adesss, Ayang.... hehe... Kat tmpt "open pub" tu, dorg pasang lagu2 INDIA! OMG!! bayang kan cemana kitorg blh layan n joget terkinja-kinja with Zarina AF and Ain... we can actually dance Salsa and poco2.. ahahaha... kekek siakk.... mmg happening mlm tu.. we went off back to our homestay around 3am... but it didn't end there, kitorg sambung berbual-bual kat mamak Pelita kat area Tesco, Taiping.. we all chill kat sana sampai pkl 5am+... padahal call time pkl 6am neh!! ahahahaha!! ada yg biji mata dah nak terkeluar, nasib baik sempat masuk kan balik... hehehe....

hmm.... that's it for this part... next part i'll tell a different side of story plak k... tata! ;)



Pengalaman berada di Taiping, Perak selama seminggu bercampur baur rasa nyerw... Ada yang manis, ada yang pahit.. The best part is, i get to meet new friends. Hope they're the type of friends with qualities, not just for fun and will go missing in action in seconds. So far, they're showing the best that they can offer.. Some of 'em are my age and some of 'em are married and even DUDA! Choottt... Hehe....

In a short while, all of us manage to share some happy and sad memories together. Gosh, normally it's not easy for me to share anything with strangers. I admit that I did gave 'em hard times during the introduction but things went smoothly after a while... ;)

We have the "LADIES2" group which features Me as "Mak Enon", Hirsha Erna as "Aspalela", Wani as "Mak Bedah" and Fiza as "Mak Temah". Another group which features the HIPPIES and they are Chor, Sham and Napie. The Prop team we called them The ABU DHABI as one of the crew's name is Abu, so to sync it up, we called his partner as Dhabi. Cool aite?? Hahaha.... Last but not least, the most paid attention group was called The WARGA EMAS which features Dato' Yahya Sulong (Pak Yahya) and Pak Yusnor (Cikgu)... Hak hak hak... There's this one guy who always thought that he's COOL enough to attract the "ladies", he is E-Jump and we called him as "Mamat Gadis-gadis". I feel sorry I didn't fall for him though... Ngeeeeee....... We got S. Atan (as his name is only Atan) as an Assistant Director, don't mess around with this guy.. He's a less-talk kinda guy but when he talks, OUCH! Sakit hati mak, nok! Hehe... No lah, he's a nice guy... ;)
We have this RUNNER guy name Aidil... this mamat cepat melatah siak! but he's cool to chill with.. never like to bully him as the others did... Kak Siti and Fafa made a perfect Make-Up and Wardrobe team... Make-ups and clothings are natural and perfectly chosen... ;)

Pergh... kalau nk citer pasal suma org, sampai esok pn x abes.. There'll be a part II where i'll stick on some photos... More stories to come and shared!.. C Ya!!



Makin Hari, Makin Sayang

Ntah lah... Tak tau cemane nak put in words... We became more and more loving each day. Walaupun pernah ada kisah HITAM, but it actually strengthen our love and faith. He never give up to prove his best to me, never tired to shower me every single day with his love and care, and he never loose faith in me even when i broke down into pieces. He catches me whenever i fall... Exactly the right type according to my needs. It's good he's changed now, promised not to repeat the same mistakes again, learnt from the wrongs and throw away what ever shit that drives him into it, even if he has to throw away his once closed+trusted fren as soon as he found out that the "fren" was involved with that PSYCHO+LUNATIC bitch's plan...

Kesan luka masih jelas, but he promised that IT wont happen again... Promised...


On My Birthday.....

Ramai yang tanya what do i want for my birthday present... well, anything dats cute, sweet, lovable, useful, other than pranks, music, Salsa dancing... hehe... but the pictures below will explain what i REALLY(10x) want... ;)

A PINK iPhone 3G


A PINK Macbook


A PINK Sony Cybershot 8.1MP


3rd Generation PINK iPod Nano

Yeah! Thats all for now... These are the items i wish to have... I'm grabbing 'em and soon I'll have 'em in FULL collection... ;)


Weirdest Dream

Had the weirdest dream last night. So disgusting!!... But the best part was the moment when I kicked and punched that WHORE til i broke her nose... Hahaha... But those are just dreams... I still remember my lecturer once said in class, "Write down your dreams in a book as they will become a useful reference in future." I used to write down my dreams into a book. I stopped writing my dreams out after i misplaced my dream book. I manage to write a few of my dreams in it. It's hilarious when we had the time to read them back, REALLY hilarious!!

To friends who are reading my blog, take your time and do write down your dreams in a book as those stories will become one of your precious and meaningful reference. ;)


Obstacles or Punishments?

Life's been hard lately. But I manage to put myself at ease with the help of my loved ones.. Too much damage.. Internally and even externally. Some from my own and some from others.. But without all the shits, you cant call yourself that you're living a "life". These are all meant for learning.

Gosh! I went through HELL.. 1st test was my love life, followed by my family and now the people around me, especially the HYPOCRITES who dares to sit next to me [like I don't know you?? duh!!].

The WHORE and the HYPOCRITES are actually one hell of an entertainment. Do they know that they were laughed at each time they turn their backs?

As for my family, my principle is still the same. I'M NOT GOIN ANYWHERE.. The "elders", you guys have made your decisions and don't wait TOO LONG to change your mind before it's TOO LATE. He bruised enough and no more stupid dramas from the rest of you. You don't have to tell the WHOLE WORLD that you HATED HIM. You were only attacked once and you're cracking up like a small child?? At least you had someone to hold her back. When I was attacked for the 1st time, who's there to hold her for me?? NO ONE.. When you guys arrived, all of you manage to "laughed" at me and make fun out of the situation. But still, I NEVER MOVE NOT EVEN AN INCH from HIM. So, who's TOUGHER now?? You're not scared, aren't you?? You're waaaaayyyyy older than me and even wiser than me. So, think about it, peeps....

As written above, are those OBSTACLES as I virtue my life or they're PUNISHMENTS for my wrong doings? 'Til that bad?? I'm not sure.. Well, who am I to question all that?... I just have to go through it wisely and patiently.

Thank God I had my lifeline on my backs.. The TOP LINES, My Dad, Amir, Abg Yat and family.. My Closest Friend, Hirsha Erna, I can always count on u and vice versa okay... My Beloved Homies, Lieza, Nisa, Ezay... You guys are the only reason I'm still breathing and walking on this earth... Put a smile on my face, gave me good times of laughter, held me up whenever I fall, listens to my whines... Tell me how can I forget u guys?? All of you are THE BEST THINGS IN MY LIFE... *hugs n kisses*

Lots of LOVE!!...


Yeah.. It's True!.. ;)


Guess this means you’re sorry
You’re standing at my door
Guess this means you take b
What you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you’d never come back
But here you are again

Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin’ to pick a fight
I know that I’ve got issues
But you’re pretty messed up too
Anyway, I found out I’m nothing without you

Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn’t miss you, but I can’t let go
Oh yeah

Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you


May It Be - Enya

May it be an evening star

Shines down upon you

May it be when darkness falls

Your heart will be true

You walk a lonely road

Oh, how far you are from home

Mornie utúlië (darkness has come)

Believe and you will find your way

Mornie alantië (darkness has fallen)

A promise lives within you now

May it be shadows call

Will fly away

May it be your journey on

To light the day

When the night is overcome

You may rise to find the sun

Mornie utúlië (darkness has come)

Believe and you will find your way

Mornie alantië (darkness has fallen)

A promise lives within you now

A promise lives within you now



Antara Si Hipokrit dan Si Jujur, agak2 yg mana satu u ols akan pilih??

Yang Si Jujur akan tegur mana2 yg buruk dan cuba bantu perbetulkannya. Manakala Si Hipokrit ni pulak akan hanya beritau apa yg "baik" atau "cantikk" sahaja sbb tak nak dibenci orang, bak kata lain yg lebih indah.... PROPA! Ini maknanya, dia takut utk jadi diri sendiri! Kesian kan manusia serupa ni... Cam x de kepercayaan terhadap diri sendiri gitu... Sbb x percaya diri sendiri lah dorg ni selalu "melepas"... Memang patut dikesian kan pon... Ngeeeee.....

Ni Yanie nk tanya pada para Hipokrit yg sedang membaca blog Yanie ni. Agak2 sampai bila yerk sifat tu akan berterusan? Hingga ke anak cucu??...

Ada sesetengah hipokrit yg tak ganggu org lain. Tapi ada juga yg SANGGUP ceroboh privacy org lain!! Semata-mata utk dpt kan kepentingan diri sendiri... Tak ke tu dah melampau??? Dah takde keje lain ke, cik kak oii... Jgn kata "cik kak" je... "cik ABG" pon sama naik jgk skrg. Yg si "cik ABG" tukang cover lain semasa "cik kak" ni tgh buat projek. Mmg sesuaiiii.... Korg dua org KAWEN lg baik le.. Sama BODO, sama EVIL. Dua2 pon sama HATI BUSUK. Dan skrg tgk lah apa da jadi pada life korg skrg?? HAPPY?? BAHAGIA??? SATISFIED??? Tak kann?? Mesti korg rasa penuh KESUNYIAN.. KESEORANGAN... Ye dakk?? Tu laaa.... Sapa suh kacau life org lain, kan diri sendiri yg sengsara.. Terkena plak "si mangsa" yg korg pekena kali ni "darah berdaulat"! Memang TAK DAPAT la kann???

Pada Yanie, keJUJURan itu penting dlm setiap perkara. Baik dalam percintaan hinggalah ke perkara2 yg kecil-kecilan. Tapi apa yg Yanie nampak hari ni, org dah tak lagi berminat pada sang JUJUR.. Silap haribulan, sifat itu akan pupus ditelan zaman kot?... Ntah lah... Tapi ini pesanan buat rakan2 kat luar sana, especially rakan2 PR. "Hipokrasi" ni memang femes dalam bidang kerja kita ni, JANGAN tersilap membuat apa jua pilihan. Yanie sendiri dah belajar dari pengalaman. Kiri kanan depan blkg kita dipenuhi dgn manusia yg berhati busuk. Hati2 dlm mengorak langkah...

But whatever it is, I'm glad that my life is GREAT now... REALLLYYY OK... syukran.. Alhamdulillah... syukur sgt2... Takkan Yanie lupa pada si Dia yg memberi dan kurniakan segala kebahagiaan dalam hidup yanie... ;)


One of those days...

Today I had a GREAT time with my Sayang... Ntah le.. baru 2 hari x jmp tapi rasa mcm dah DUA TAHUN x jmp! Really miz him sooooooo much!! We went shopping kat Alamanda 2day.. It was really peacefull.. No one else, juz the two of us... ;)

He bought for me some new clothes and accessories. All day hanya kami berdua shj... But he quickly drift away the moment i went into the Lingerie Shop!! Wakakakakakaka!!! He said, "potong stim siak!" Wakakakaka.... Oopsss.... Sori, syg.. Really need to buy sum new ones though. Hehehehehhe... We went to eat at Secret Recipe. I had the Carribbean Style Fish Fillet and Amir had the Spaghetti Bolognese. Both had Iced Choc with whipped cream. Nyum nyum... Apa lagik! Berlaku la sesi suap menyuap! hehehehehe... But the fish was AWESOME!! Asked for EXTRA gravy lagi tuhh.. Extremely delicious! Menikmati makanan sambil duduk di atas kerusi sofa yg ala2 selesa jgk la kann kat dlm kedai tuh.. REALLY enjoyed our time there.

After that, cont shopping! We went to buy some toiletries at Carrefour. Blh plak terserempak dgn kakak amir, Kak Leha. She was with her two younger daughters. Cute lookin girls! Hehe... After a short chat with 'em, we continue browsing through the supermarket. Once we're done, we grabbed Nasi Ayam from The Chicken Rice Shop for Ayah & my li'l sis.

Quite tiring 2day but I had some cute+fun+loveydovey time with my Sayang... Really LOVE U, Syg... Thanx for the happiness.. Thanx for everything.. U put a smile on my face 2day.. A really BIG smile.. ;)

LOTS OF LOVE... ~Aremeer Dan Yanie (A.D.Y)~


Ups and Downs

Dear frenz,

Life's been good. Lots of ups and downs. A li'l too hard for me to face but my dad said it's a good learning session for me. With the help of my loved ones, there's nothing that i can't face up. I admit that I was immature a couple of years ago, but I think many have notice the changes in me. Maybe it's because of my age kot. I'd rather stay at home and chill instead of hangin out wasting time & $.

In this article, I'll try not to criticise anyone. Keep my word k... ;)

I agreed with a phrase which said that our life is like a spinnig wheel. There are times we'll be on top, and there'll be some downs as well. I refused to say that I was on top for once but I admit that I'm now at the bottom of the wheel. Even so, it doesn't mean that i'll stay at the bottom forever. I know my time will come... With the help of your prays, InsyaAllah... ;)

It was hard, but now my life is becoming more and more happier & beautiful. My love life is improving. Alhamdulillah...

To all my frenz, i cherish every strength that u guys have provide for me to keep moving forward. I LOVE u guys & will be forever in my heart! ;)
For my haters, i apologize for my wrongs that bruises u. No means. Tapi selalu nye Yanie JARANG kacau org, org je yg selalu KACAU Yanie.. hmm..



We're off for a mission this Sunday... Well, that's 2moro actually. Another vacation, stress relief. We're going to mandi sungai @ Gunung Ledang!! It's a necessity for us (me + dearie + lieza + nisa) as it's a cleansing purpose for each one of us. We're about to meet someone special & our presence are most welcomed. Wow! Hope we can really meet P.G.L.. hehehe... naahh.. juz kidding.. Dah lah kitorg x pernah menjejakkan kaki ke Gunung Ledang, agak takut jgk la kann after we heard sooooooo many spooky stories happened there. Agegegege... X pe, yg penting niat kita baik & bersih. I'll put up some write ups + pics of us at Gunung Ledang later when we come back k.

See ya later~!..


AJL 23

Wow.. what a day! Finally yanie blh rest!! yiihaaa!!!

Selesai sudah commitment dgn AJL.. The show was fine, even though i had to go through one hell of a week. Hectic & stressful i'd say.. But, da mmg kerja kena camtu, laaaaayyyaaaaannnn jerw.. ;)

I was happy with the AJL 23 result. Glad that Meet Uncle Hussein won. They deserved it. Harap2 Taja will keep on composing more great songs fo M.U.H and even others. Faizal Tahir's performance was very outstanding yesterday. Lain dari yang lain.. Like the song "Sampai Syurga".. I'd like to dedicate that song to my dearie. Blh kan?? ;)
Spider & Sofaz did well, too, yesterday. Even though not much on the performance, but they're bands.. can't do much to not spoil their concepts as a rock band. Like the LOGO nway.. hehe.. ;)
Not much comments on the rest. Stacy & Elyana was cute. Farawahida & Aiman had their whole batallion on stage.. hehe.. Kak Ziana is super"cool" as she sings "Dingin".. ;)

Hmm... nak type pon cam x larat lagi ni.. tapi tetap nk tulis jgk.. Guess i better take a nap fo a while, then i'll continue commenting on AJL 23 k..




ni hari bersantai with my "dearie".. nak meng"relax"kan diri..
cayunk dierw!! MuahXxSs~... ;)


YOU're just a BOY!

I'm laughing out LOUD!!.. Hahahaha...

There's a BOY (juz a BOY) who used to be closed to me in year 2007, used to share with him the problems that I had in my relationship. He was a good listener back then, but towards the end of the year I found out that he's ONE of the JACKASS who tried to failed my love life. In silence, he was the mastermind of the whole situation. Bak kata yg lebih indah, "MUSUH DALAM SELIMUT." On for what reason he did that?? Not sure..

The funniest part is, he & his whole battalion thinks that SENGET is a threat to their committee. so LAME!!.. Even worse, they gave nicknames such as "Plastic people" or "noob people" with some "F" words added.. Wow, so much of the "good-manner" people I'd say. Would you be pleased if you were called as a "PLASTIK SAMPAH"? Sorry to say, but you DID act like one, and even STILL.. Or even look EXACTLY like "plastik sampah" with all the li'l MAGGOTS crawling inside... Eeeewwww.... Such a DIRT. (gigles)

You know what?? You guys are just a bunch of scumbags who played the role of the Devil's armies. Tried to bring me down? You think you almost succeed? Well, think again, my friend. Don't be surprised of what might come next. We won't do any bullshits, we'll go through the RIGHT way instead, a healthy competition. After being the good angels who's been patience all this while even after being FRAMED & humiliated, it's time for us to play a much different role. Just wait & see what we'll become.

Have a nice day! ;)

Hidup SENGETs!!


Us Against The World

US AGAINST THE WORLD - Christina Milian

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)
I would still have you, you, you ,you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)
I’ll be fighting with you, you, you ,you, you
Because it’s us against the world, the world, the world

You know it’s us against the world The world, the world, ohh

Now if I’m
lost at sea 7 days I’m not alone
If I’m holding you, you, you, you, you
And if it all end’s, everybody in the world is gone
I’ll be standing with you, baby

And if it’s the last breath I take
I’ll leave my kiss with you
If there’s a wall between us, baby

I know I’ll break through

No matter what anyone could say
This is the only place for me
And no one could ever take that away
Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)
I would still have you, you, you ,you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)

I’ll be fighting with you, you, you ,you, you
use it’s us against the world

Nothing’s stronger now than you and I
Cuz your love is all I got
And this ain’t never gon’ stop
No, whoa
There’s no distance here when we’re apart
Come on in from the cold
Lay your head on my shoulder

Ride like a soldier
I’mma stay right here


Preparation for AJL

Everybody's bz getting prepared for Anugerah Juara Lagu 23. Hari nie kitorg cabut undi utk giliran persembahan. Raaaaaaammmmaaaaaiiii nye org. Entah knp skrg ni gua x blh leypak kalau terlalu crowded. Spider dpt undi no 6, kira tengah2 la... Ok la tu kot.. A million sorry to Kak Yong & team.. Tak sangka plak blh jadik complicated sampai camni. InsyaAllah yanie akan selesaikan mslh ni secepat yg mgkn.. Cheers k.. ;)
The arrangements, will work on it A.S.A.P..

Agak hectic jgk ni hari tapi nasib baik ada SOULMATE yg memahami & menenangkan hati.. Sejuk hati bila dah berbual.. ;)

Lepas tuhh..... Pergh!! Betapa best nye meredah JAM balik from TV3 tadik.. Dari pkl 6:30pm, pkl 8pm baru sampai rmh!! but Aremeer & I manage to overcome with the STRESS yg melanda! by putting on our favourite CD, Colbie Cailat.. hmmm... rilex pon... Tension je jiran2 (keta2) sebelah tgk kitorg asyik bergelak ketawa sedangkan yg lain masing2 TENSION tahap gaban.. ;)

Ni mlm tido awal... Esok ke TV3 lagikk~.. nk mintak TV3 subsidi minyak blh? WALAUPUN... hua hua hua.. udoh2 le tuh merepekz..


Year 2009

Wow!.. New year, new goals, new aims, new achievements, new stories, new history and probably a new LIFE. Hopefully I could start off a new life by leaving behind ALL the bad memories, including all those TOXIC beings who doesn't deserve to be in my thoughts.

Year 2007 was the most horrifying year ever! Year 2008 was the "re-building" year.. It went very well. My "dearie" and I manage to overcome our pasts & mistakes calmly. Walaupun si minah GENDOT tu tak sudah2 kacau hidup kitorg & I admit that everything was tough but we manage to get through it together. Nothing is a surprise for us, we are always prepared. When are we going to settled down? Biarlah rahsia.. Just avoid from doing any assumptions. It might turn into "fitnah".. Not gud right?

As for now, all I can think of is being close to my family. A lot of responsibilities & problems to overcome. Nothing is perfect in this world. Think on the positive side, all the experiences might be useful in the future. The time when we have kids.. ;)

Hmm... Will write later when the idea comes. Anyways, have a good year. May your life be filled with joy & blessings and virtue in everything you do. Happy New Year!!